Wednesday, May 19, 2004 @ 23:04 by Alana.
Saturday, May 15, 2004 @ 00:11 by Alana.
every time i watch now i half expect them to fall out of the sky. i can't believe they're up there!
now i am smitten by flying things and the idea of flying. how can big things fly so far and so high? how many planes don't make it to the ground in one piece? i look at birds and i wonder: how many times does a the average bird flap its wings in one minute of flying? how often does wing failure occur?
and what happens when a large bird meets a small plane?
Sunday, May 09, 2004 @ 22:15 by Alana.
i have no immediate plans to return to or strar ya just yet.
alana underscore macpherson at hotmail dot com. thats it until i can think of a better name or
remember my password or answer to my secret question.
"just like you alana to forget THOSE," i hear you say. shut up.
Tuesday, May 04, 2004 @ 10:10 by Alana.
i picked sizable pieces of dead yellow skin out from under my plaster
i studied, all the while wishing and hoping and dreaming that my plaster would disappear and i would be free again
i felt glum even tho i have the most blessed life
i was paralysed in self-pity and lack of motivation
i just felt like eating chocolate and laying in bed
even worse: i had no chocolate
a phone call
from a good friend far away. and it made a world of difference. i forgot about myself. we laughed and shared. and my heart sang praises for friends who call to say hi.
Sunday, May 02, 2004 @ 16:28 by Alana.